With two days left at my current job, wouldn’t you figure that I’d be chilling, counting the hours and planning my future?

Instead here I sit STRESSED about the decisions others are making there. Decisions that are a major reason why I’m leaving and yet they keep getting worse and while there is nothing I can do about it and nothing that is going to effect me I’m still stressed out by it. I know it doesn’t make sense, but that is the way I am.

I have a lot of friends and people I respect there. I worked damn hard for the past 4 years to get things where they are and I wonder where things are going to go.

I know I shouldn’t be stressed. I shouldn’t care. Everyone keeps asking me why I care. But, the plain and simple fact is that I do. I want them to succeed. I want them to flourish.

Will they? Who knows.